Another First

Well...today was my first Mother's Day. I never knew that being a mother could bring so much conflict into my entire being! A friend of mine gave me a card today and said how much I've grown this past year. Wow...have I ever grown! Having my first child has opened up so many avenues to either makes choices to bury emotions or deal with them. I have really struggled with some things this year and I can say, PRAISE THE LORD, I have allowed the Lord to work in my life!

Today was a precious day to me. I woke up to a note in my bathroom that said, You get $35 to buy clothes and an afternoon to yourself to shop! Thanks Mark...and Anderson. Ha! I was able to spend some great time with Anderson at the park today and really thank God for putting a peace in my heart, over the last eleven months, about not working full time and finding my worth in living and breathing for my Lord each day! I was also able to worship the Lord in an amazing service at church this morning!

I would not be in such a "peaceful" place if it were not for the strength of my Almighty God, My knight and shining armor - love of my life - Mark, and many many women who have encouraged me daily. God has blessed me with so many wonderful people surrounding me. One person in particular, Connie (from my church), LOVES Anderson! Often when I see her she just simply says, "You're such a good mom!" or "You look so good holding that little guy!" Her support has been so affirming. Thanks Connie! I desire to be a person that can encourage others in their daily walk.

Lord...I thank YOU for the awesome privilege of becoming a mother. I am so blessed!

Happy Mother's Day!